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For the fun of it...

2006-04-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Four Jobs I’ve Had in My Life
1. Datum Pointt..abg factory..haha

2. Lemongrass Restaurant

3. Pizzahut

4. ni kekek..tuition teacher...hwhwah..4 jer?? ader byk seh

Four Movies I Could Watch Over and Over

1. Armageddon

2. Truman Show

3. Erin Brockovich

4. Scary Movie..all the prequels and sequels

Four Web Sites I Visit Regularly

1. youtube.com

2. livescore.com

3. spf.gov.sg ...check saman...

4. yahoo.com ...mainpage

Four Favorite Foods

1. steamed chicken rice..

2. Chicken Chop

3. Chicken

4. More Chicken

Four Places I Would Rather Be Right Now

1. On my bed sleeping

2. Inside the refrigerator

3. Prehistoric time

4. In a hot air ballon

Four Most Wonderful Places I’ve Ever Been

1. My bed

2. My mums womb

3. Inside the parliament house...duduk dekat tmpt Lee kuan yew lagi

4. Overseas!!

Four Books I Could Read Over and Over
1. Doraemon

2. Anak2 sidek

3. Ujang

4. Lat

Four Songs I Could Listen To Every Day

1. Fear of the dark

2. Taman Rashidah utama

3. Lagu turkey on ria time refleksi hidup 6+ pagi...sedap seh

4. Like Humans Do (radio edit)...hahaha

Four Reasons I Blog

1. Forced to

2. To please people

3. Nothing else better to do

4. Just feel like typing

suatu cobaan

2006-04-02T15:14:00.000+08:00

suara azan kedengaran,
ayam berkokok tiada hentian,
matahari akan membutai kehidupan,
masihkah kau dibayangi pengalaman

kesedihan yang tak terhingga menyelubungi,
tidakkan aku berputus hati,
ini semua satu cobaan yang menanti,
akanku dapatkan juga di lain hari

hari yang baru menjemput mu,
lupakanlah sejarah yang lalu,
sambutlah tanganku,
akanku bawa jauh ke alam yang baru

akanku berdiri teguh dengan keputusanku,
angin ribut tidak akan mengoyangkan ku
hari demi hari akan ku menunggumu
menunggumu hingga ke akhir hayatku

nafas terakhir by me

2006-02-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

Harapan musnah dibantai ombak,
buih laut kehilangan,
hati, budi telah ku pajak,
tetapi aku masih disingkirkan

Angin membawa kesayuan,
diikuti dengan ketenangan,
airmata disambut dengan kenangan,
hati terasa kepiluan

Adakah aku yang berdosa,
adakah aku yang menyakitinya,
adakah ini semua balasannya,
mengapa harus begini akhirnya

puisi untukmu by me

2006-02-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

nukilan puisi dari hati,
hasil dari ciptaan nurani,
sejarah yang lalu menyelubungi,
akankah sang mentari menyinar kembali

tiupan angin yang sayu,
irama didendang tanpa lagu,
hari demi hari berlalu,
aku disini tetap menunggumu

nama yang sama diberi,
diberi kepada si puteri,
akankah sejarah berulang lagi,
atau cinta akan terpatri

seperti pungguk rindukan bulan,
si burung tidak akan dapat yang diinginkan,
kemahuan tidak akan jadi kenyataan,
ia semua hanyalah suatu impian

adakah aku sebuah perhentian bagimu,
di mana kau mengadu,
atau aku yang ada di hatimu,
insan yang slalu kau rindu

bagaimana harus aku tahu,
apa yang kau mahu,
adakah hatimu masih dibelenggu,
atau aku tidak mempunyai watak utama di dalam ceritamu itu

berdiam diri by the one and only

2006-02-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

bila ku pejam mata,
wajahmu di mana2,
adakah ini suatu enigma,
enigma yang jawapannya telah nyata

bila aku terjaga,
suatu mimpi yang indah,
hilang begitu sahaja,
akankah ia akan menjadi sempurna

kao tidak dapat menerima,
aku dapat menelannya walaupun berbisa,
aku rintangi hidup seperti biasa,
tetapi dapatkah kao menerimaku sedia kala

aku tidak dapat menerima realiti,
jika aku ditolak lagi,
tetapi soalan yang dulu masih tersirat di hati,
dapatkah aku memberani kan diri,
untuk bertanya mu buat kali ini,
ataukah aku akan berdiam diri...

aku akan.....berdiam diri

given up

2006-01-24T11:06:00.000+08:00

given up,
it shall never be,
given up,
its juz not meant to be,
given up,
that all that there is to me,
given up,
given up on thee

given up,
questions,
given up,
accusations,
given up,
jurisdiction
given up,
given up on situation

given up,
given up,
given up.

should i by the one and only

2005-12-28T09:46:00.000+08:00

should i..

should i pursue it,
or leave it this way.

should i forget it,
eventhough its hard to swallow.

should i live life day to day,
or should i look to the future.

should i let it go,
or should i hold on.

should i move on,
eventhough my heart has fallen for her.

should i..should i...should i..

what should i do?

contents of it all by the one and only

2005-12-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

lost it,
found the answer.

happy at first,
but now contented.

sad after knowing,
hopeless after hearing.

wanted to know the truth,
hate to hear the truth.

wanted everything to work,
seems everything has shattered.

i want to be alone,
but my heart wants company.

wish i didnt encounter it,
glad to know it.

shes gone,
im gone.

can i be your christmas present? hehe

2005-12-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

the dae...by the one and only

2005-12-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

could this be it or is it just me,
i thought twice about it but she may disagree,
the puzzle seemed to be a perfect fit,
should i pursue it or just let it be

words came to my mind,
her beauty just made me blind,
could this be an omen or a sign,
could she be of holy divine

the day was so perfect,
the best a day can get,
smiles and laughters filled the air,
a day that will never end in despair

looking at her just made me smile,
she looked so sweet that i couldn't deny,
the memories was something i just couldn't buy,
today i will treasure till i die

a day i will treasure and cherish,
it will stay in my heart and will never perish,
i will never forget the auntie who cooked her fork,
or the man who stole the spoon

im left with a few months of freedom,
before i will live the life of boredom,
and be locked out from the world outside,
just a few months is all thats set aside

i guess i will just leave it to fate,
everything that i felt have been said,
time will tell the future of it all,
i don't want to push things and i will let you make the final call

losing it by the one and only

2005-12-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

i tried to compose something,
but then it came to nothing,
is it coz i am losing my touch,
or issit juz coz im tired too much

i tried to think of a word for it,
a word that sums it all,
i just couldn't think of it,
a simple word i couldn't recall

looking up the dictionary didnt help,
it just made me confuse,
strange words came about like "elp" and "selp",
but this words i couldn't use

im still pondering about what to write,
thought of a few things but they just didnt sound right,
oh god! please show me the light,
the light that will brighten up my sight

i guess i shall not write a poem today,
im just not havin the idea of what to say,
maybe tomorrow is a better day,
il pray and pray and hope it will be the day,
they day that ends all my dismay

Kepercayaan by the one and only

2005-12-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

hari demi hari berlalu,
saat pergi tanpa lagu,
adakah ini satu cerita seperti yang lalu,
kerana hatimu masih dibelenggu

setiap hari kita bertemu,
wajahmu tidakkan ku jemu,
mungkinkah kau pujaan hatiku,
yang telah lamu ku tunggu

dapatkah ku berimu satu janji,
yang takkan ku mungkiri,
ataukah kau akan mengikuti,
prinsipmu yang tersirat di hati

izinkanku memimpinmu merentas titi,
titi yang akan ku bina sepenuh hati,
percayalah padaku untuk kali ini,
ku harap kao dapat menerimaku di akhir nanti

janganlah kau sembunyi di situ,
berilah peluang mengharungi hidup baru,
lupakanlah sejarah silammu yang pahit itu,
bersama kita akan menempuhi rintangan yang lalu

adakah... by the one and only

2005-11-24T09:44:00.000+08:00

kegelapan mula menyelubungi diri,
sang mentari takkan bersinar lagi,
tinggallahku bersendirian di sini,
dengan harapan ku bersamamu di lain hari

khayalan membawa ku pergi,
jauh dari semuer onak duri,
mengapakah harus ku lalui,
perjalanan yang pernah ku rintangi

adakah kao menggunaku,
untuk mendapat apa yang kao perlu,
ku cuba melupakan bisikan yang sayu,
namun ia tetap menghantuiku

perasaan yang tak terhingga menyelubungi,
taruhannya amat tinggi,
dapatkah ku bangun jikalao hatiku dipermainkan lagi,
ataukah ku tidak dapat pulih dari penipuan ini

jika kao mempermainkan ku,
ku harap kao dapat melupakan niat dihatimu,
jika ia sebaliknya,
ku harap kao akan bersamaku di akhir masa

andai by the one and only

2005-11-21T09:52:00.000+08:00

setiap hari ku bermimpi,
setiap saat ku menanti,
setiap langkah membawa ku pergi,
pergi ke alam penuh fantasi

impian yang nyata,
mengukir sebuah cerita,
cerita yang akhirnya,
mungkin akan berahkir dengan sebuah nokta

aku terimamu dengan hati yang terbuka,
aku tidak melihat silammu yang telah sudah,
apakah yang akan berlaku diantara kita,
adakah ia akan menjadi suatu tanda tanya

ku merasa sebak di hati,
mungkinkah ini akan menjadi yang pernah ku tempohi,
suatu novel yang berakhir dengan tragedi,
ataukah ia akan menjadi suatu cinta yang suci

di sini sahajalah dapat ku meluahkan perasaanku,
andai kao membaca isi hatiku,
ku harap kao dapat memahami,
dan munkin menerimaku di akhir nanti

Past is past by the one and only...

2005-10-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

Its all a thing of the past,
I've never knew if it would last,
All the memories will turin to dust,
I shouldn't have fallen into it,
Eventhough it was a shallow pit.

Some say that its worth a try,
None said that i would fry,
Tears are felt but i swear i did not cry,
Just the heart feels dissapointed,
That i couldn't lie.

Words are just words i presume,
There are many things that I should not have assume,
A colourful life of me so it seems by many,
The truth is just a dull painting actually.

As i write the last words of this poem,
I remember what a person used to say,
Life is always full of solemn moments,
But it has never been lacking of a happy day.

its been a long long long time..but guez whos back...hehe

2005-08-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

Kisah Si Tuah dan Jebat by the one and only

hembusan terakhir,
menutup suatu kisah,
yang penuh dengan cerita,
cerita di zaman dulu kala,
di zaman Hang Jebat dan Hang Tuah

raja yang durhaka menghukum seorang pendekar,
pendekar yang tidak bersalah,
malahan berjasa untuk negara,
apakah nasib seorang pendekar,
yang menunggu hukumannya dari takhta

saudaranya Jebat terdengar khabar,
khabar yang berkaitan dengan hukuman Si Tuah,
bermulalah perpecahan antara si pendekar dan si raja,
Jebat dituduh menjadi seteru negara

Tuah yang disembunyikan dimaafkan segala dosa,
dan diarahkan membunuh pembidas raja,
Tuah yang tidak mendengar rayuan saudaranya,
ia berakhir dengan perkelahian antara sesama

tragedi berakhir dengan titisan darah,
akhirnya Jebat rebah jua,
di tangan saudaranya,Si Tuah,
kian berakhirlah riwayat seorang pendekar,
pendekar yang berhati mulia lagi perkasa

crusader of the night by me

2005-06-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

Crusader of the night,
defender of the light,
with a strong will to fight,
he'll fight with all his might.

Evil will not prevail,
they will fight to no avail,
this story will turn to tale,
this tale will soon unveil.

Crime doesn't pay,
that's what many will say,
with him around its safe to let kids play,
or even to sit and pray.

He is the man of the hour,
he will fight and bring honour,
his name is enought to make them shiver,
he will bring fear to the eyes of the sinner.

His power is in his sword,
it was a gift from the gods,
the weapon that many have sought,
the mighty sword of the lord.

King Jorges

2005-05-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

King Jorges by the one and only

King jorges have been slayed,
it was the doings of the darklords,
his body can now be seen at the parade,
he is laid embedded with his own sword,

And now the knights are marching on,
with avenging of his death on their minds,
together the knights have sworn,
to take the lives of those responsible for the massacre,
they will fight to the end,
till the killing of king jorges and his men have been avenged

King Jorges,
he shall be reminded by all,
King Jorges,
the man who freed the slaves,
King Jorges,
he battled the evil trolls,
and he slayed the evil lord sacreth

The knights march on,
marching on with their brothers of arms,
they have been blessed upon,
and the spirit of king jorges lives on

The war have just started,
the darklords are waiting for their arrival,
it has long been awaited,
the knights shall rock the cradle

King Jorges,
he shall be reminded by all,
King Jorges,
the man who freed the slaves,
King Jorges,
he battled the evil trolls,
and he slayed the evil lord sacreth

They shall now feel the wrath,
the full wrath of the knights,
they will fight with all their might,
they will fight with pride,
victory shall be on their side

a poet is born not bred

2005-05-01T15:15:00.000+08:00

a poet is born not bred by the one and only

why should we follow the un-blind,
do you want to be just like him..,
never try to search what you cant find,
everyone is unique within

there are other ways of expressin oneself,
its not just through penning your thoughts,
there are the ways of expressing yourself,
may it be by saying,
or even by kissing

just follow your heart,
its the right thing to do,
never play a follower's part,
it doesnt show that you are really true

being true is from the inside,
it has never been about being different,
just follow your instincts and follow the light,
the light in your heart that is in the distance

a poet is born with the passion to write,
its not about what they are fed,
or how they are bred,
you have to have the passion inside,
a poet is born not bred

farewell..

2005-04-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

wow! comin to my 3rd year..thats fast..sum of my closest buds have finish their 3 year course, Fahmi, Amir, Farhan, Hairil..to name a few..these poem is for you guys..take care and hope to see ya'll

"everitin must come to an end" by the one and only
a parting poem for some..

poly education has ended,
some will serve their ns and some will continue studying,
wateva it is we shall not be disheartened,
there are always other means of meeting

we shall keep the memories in our hearts,
those that are sad, happy and at times funny,
this is where we will part,
and this is also where we shall continue our journey,

we will always be missing each other,
and the times we spent together,
when will ever meet again?
in a few years? a few months? or when we become grandfathers?

i shall treasure those moments,
when i tore my pants with some people,
or the time we disturbed the nursing girls,
i will also treasure the moments,
when you were by my side in my deepest sorrows,
rather than dissapearing or jus being a scarecrow

there are times when we hurt each other,
moments when we go too far with our jokes,
remembering some even make me shudder,
lets bury the hatchet,
and not let the hurting go any further

with this i shall end my poem,
my short poem for all of you,
lets not end this with solemn,
"i juz wana say best wishes to all of you and may you succeed in everiting you do"

a short poem for my closeset bud, Fahmi..gonna miss you man..

Fahmi,
The one and only,
the person who will never make you feel lonely,
being alone with him is like being with many,
he can be funny and at times corny,
you can call him boboi, mi or fahmi,
but there are others who call him Barney

the first guy who i know straighten his hair,
he was there when my pants tear,
the guy who never gives people the stare,
a friendly guy who just cares

a great friend to begin with,
the person who can take my crap and rubbish,
he looks like a kid with his character and antics,
he sometimes speaks Malay and sometimes English,
sometimes its just gibberish

we went out together most of the time,
it was great going out with him,
those were the times i shall never forget,
he was there even when my nose were bleeding

the best bud anyone could ever have,
one of the best defenders in my team,
i wish we won't part so soon,
to me it felt short so it may seem

thanks for everitin,
thanks for all the lessons and teachings,
thanks for stayin by me when i needed you most,
i hope our friendship will last,
and i hope when you go to tekong you won't get lost..

the end of time

2005-04-26T14:57:00.000+08:00

[The end of time]
by the one and only..ME

the room is dark and no ones in,
the hall is empty and im left alone within,
the house is burnin down and im left to die,
everyones escaped and im left to fry

where has everyone gone to,
is this how it always was,
everyone for their own and let the others to suffer,
suffer alone whether its thirst or hunger

i wouldn't want to see people fight,
fight for sumtin that isn't even right,
fight for sumtin that isn't even theirs,
money and fame have turned them into liars,
liars that always shed unfelt tears

why have men forget humanity,
the thing that has always been in their mentality,
this should have never been the case,
we were never thought this way,
who have brought them up to this very day

oh please god leave me to die,
don't save me from this wretched world,
id rather die than see people cry,
pouring out tears that they do not feel for

i wouldn't want to see people fight,
fight for sumtin that isn't even right,
fight for sumtin that isn't even theirs,
money and fame have turned them into liars,
liars that always shed unfelt tears

i wouldn't want to see people fight,
fight for sumtin that isn't even right,
fight for sumtin that isn't even theirs,
money and fame have turned them into liars,
liars that always shed unfelt tears

2005-04-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

ermm..well..abolished the playlist tingy..seems that it laggs up the whole blog..so here i am..back..bloggin..whats new..no more motor practs..awaitin my traffic police test..ermm still lookin for a job..well juz enjoy the poems..haha

Think before you act,
please don't preach if u ain't perfect,
what you say may not be correct,
get the facts right or u may lose your self respect

Don't do stuff just to show your cool,
its not how it works these days,
this is just a simple advise to those fools,
sometimes its just good to hang around and laze

its up to people what they like doing,
its their passion,
who are you to say if its a stupid thing,
its not just a fashion,
its sumtin they actuali love other than acting,
isnt it betta then commiting crimes and rioting?

People may be offended by this,
but its realli not good to diss,
i hope you will realise this,
before you are given a fist

Liverpool have beaten another team,
THEY were the underdogs by many so it seems,
well wats past is past but was Juve's defence to blame?
next will be Chelsea will they suffer the same?

2005-03-10T10:50:00.000+08:00

to be involved was a mistake
is was so big a stake
and juz to hear to words were good enough
hearin it again, it reali made me laugh

how could i be easily taken by it
how could i even be moved a bit
lookin at it, it was juz like the one i use to know
well let me see was it a pigeon or was it a crow

well, wat has happend is sumtin to be learnd
its not sumtin to be chucked aside or to be burnd
wateva it is thers still more to come
well, at least i know it will not harm

hearin all those words in my head
if oni it cud be said
then everitin wud be clear now
but i reali wonder how

liverpool won agst bayer leverkusen
juz another title on the way for us
its sumtin all the other clubs shud learn
shud we go for the trophy or shud we juz pass?

2005-03-08T21:14:00.000+08:00

sejuta rasa
seribu andaian
hati berkata kata
hai..hidup seperti permainan

permainan video sudah menjadi warna
sekarang di xbox dan di ps2
permainan boleh membuat kita lupa
tapi hidup masih begitu

semuanya telah terjadi
semuanya tingal sejarah
hang jebat dan hang tuah
tidak boleh hidup semula

apakah yang akan terjadi
adakah ini semua hanya sebuah mimpi
kenapa hidupku bukan seperti alam fantasi
seperti snow white dan sleeping beauty

xx ray hanya cerita di tv
bukannya realiti
hai..malangnya nasib ku ini
kalaola xx ray menjadi realiti
ku takkan jadi begini

ku teruskan perjalanan hidupku
slalu diingati dgn peristiwa yg berlalu
kenapa mestikah kao menghantuiku
seperti pontianak harum sundal malam itu

manusia tidak boleh lari dari kesilapan
semua akan jatuh dan cedera
cuma bagaimana kita bangun dari kejatuhan
yang akan mengorak hidup kita

kuakhiri puisi ini
dengan sebaris buah fikiran
jikalao kao sebegini
adakah kao akan sembunyi saja dihutan??

2005-02-14T07:30:00.000+08:00

Cinta Tragika(Dinodi)

sesingkat waktu itu

aku masih dahagakan sesuatu darimu

sekila cinta ragu

engkao masih menidakkan perasan rindumu

jikalao pelangi enggan bermain

wewarnanya...

jikalao mentari enggan berkongsi

berbahangnya..

barulah aku mengaku
cinta kita telah musnah
barulah aku mengaku
cinta kita kekal padah

ditelan kerakusan kenyataan kehidupan

dipukul kegagahan kepahitannya harapan

engkaulah lambang cinta karam tragika

akulah dibahtera cinta tragika

barulah aku mengaku

cinta kita telah musnah

barulah aku mengaku

cinta kita kekal padah

lagu releks

seteguh lagu merdu

aku masih menantikan kenangan yang baru

sekila cinta ragu

engkau masih menidakkan perasaan rindumu

jikalao pelangi enggan bermain
wewarnanya...
jikalao mentari enggan berkongsi
berbahangnya..

barulah aku mengaku
cinta kita telah musnah
barulah aku mengaku
cinta kita kekal padah

ditelan kerakusan kenyataan kehidupan
dipukul kegagahan kepahitannya harapan

engkaulah lambang cinta karam tragika
akulah dibahtera cinta tragika

barulah aku mengaku

cinta kita telah musnah

barulah aku mengaku

cinta kita kekal padah

engkaulah lambang cinta karam tragika

akulah dibahtera cinta tragika

janganla kao salakhan takdir jika ia tidak menentukan...

2005-01-19T20:37:00.000+08:00

Unholy Confessions by Avenged Sevenfold

"I'll try," she said as he walked away."Try not to lose you.
"Two vibrant hearts could change.
Nothing tears the being more than deception,unmasked fear.
"I'll be here waiting" tested but secure.

Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.

"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confined in me was your heartI know it's hurting you, but it's killing me.

"Nothing will last in this life,our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.